This poem, which to me is a representation of what is sad and horrible in life, i.e. loneliness and not being able to let go. But, sadly I could relate to the poem since I have been there..loneliness and not being able to let go..its sad..just as Matamune says, he needed a thousand years to let go, I guess I needed time to let go of certain things..am still trying to do so. Not easy, but yeah, am doing so.

As for the poem dedicated to Anna and Yoh, it talks more on loneliness. Yoh am able to see spirits, while Anna, well, she secluded herself cause people are afraid of her. Well, for me, in a certain part of life, lets say I was kinda down there..secluding myself from others, feeling lonely. Luckily its all changing now, and I can actually smile and feel like I belong somewhere, just like Anna and Yoh in the end.

I guess whats left is finding that someone....

Sometimes, I kinda wonder..is anything wrong with me? Why...well,lets see..in a normal person's situation, I would think that the person would be close to his or her family, hanging out with them, and so on. You get the gist of it. Sadly, for me, I don't know if I am in the wrong, or not. Its just that, as much as I love my family, I kinda feel out of place when I am hanging out with them. Don't get me wrong, its not that they are bad or anything, I guess its just me, maybe I just do not fit in. I did try to figure out why I feel so. Up to a certain extent, I was close with my brothers and cousins and so on. We would hang out together, have fun doing dumb stuff like building camp and so on. I guess along the way, I just kinda went in another direction from the rest. I do know that I did become quite an introvert, (yes, yes, don't have to roll your eyes, and say that I am not an introvert cause I talk too much, I yap a lot and so on..I know I do that. But that is with certain people only..or when I get too bored)..I guess keeping to myself for most of the time, actually made everyone to not understand me, which can be seen as a reason why I do not really fit in with them. Same thing actually with almost all of the Punjabi's..I don't really fit in. Didn't do so in high school, and not even in university. I guess I am what you can call a misfit in his own society. Interesting right.So, nyway, what do you think about me?

Hmm..I know this template kinda looks kiddish, right. I mean One Piece???
Maybe you do have a point....nah. You don't. See, the reason I choose this particular template is cause of what it represents. It represents love and friendship. Notice the x's on the hands of the characters; it represents friendship, which if you read One Piece, you would know. Plus,you gotta admit, it looks really cool, right.

To tell you the truth, I don't really have any idea what love is, or was, so on. You get the gist. I have always been a loner..I know I look more like a people's person, but sadly, a loner is what I have always been. Not that it means I don't treasure my friendships. I have made some really good friends, that I know will be there as long as we all live..
Right, back to love..hahaha. As for me falling in love, I think I may, I say may as I also have no idea what love is. Someone told me, when we fall in love, there is this warm and fuzzy feeling.but I get that from drinking milo also.
Hmm..the first time I think I may have fall in love; guess when I was 10 years old. There was this girl who stayed in the same housing estate as I did. She was a really nice girl, a tomboy, but a nice one nevertheless. We used to hang out together, at this abandoned building, talking bout what we want to be when we grow up. Think, what we both wanted to be is a private detective, with the both of us working together.
Next, was in high shool. I kinda fell for this girl/lady..I think. She was sweet and cute. And a really nice girl.
Now, seems I might be falling for someone again..

So, what is the meaning of life?
It seems, there has been many discussions about it...
Some says this, some says mones...love...and so on.
So, what is the meaning of life to me??
Well, honestly, I have no idea. I mean, the meaning of life?
A 4 letter word that means....check the dictionary would you. Am bloody lazy to do so..>_<
Actually, what I wanted t say, is there is no meaning to life. It is us that gives it meaning.
We might give it meaning to compensate for something, or to make us feel like we belong somewhere.
Maybe that is the meaning of life...Belong.
Heck if I know right.
God really has a weird sense of humour. Giving us something with no explanation of some sort.
Ah well, life goes on.
So, what do life means to you?

>_

Well, finished my exam today. One paper only. Only one.
No, I am serious. Only one. ONE BLOODY PAPER..
And, I have a feeling that I screwed it up. How could I mistake Broca for Wernick....

One of the toughest paper known to ELC students is up tomorrow: PSYCHOLINGUISTIC....

Well, according to some..many.

Actually, I kinda enjoyed the class. We had heated discussion on matters relating to brain, language, and even on whether can a person's memory be manipulated.

Though I didn't do a good job in the project (my fault actually, finishing it on the last day of submission) I really hope I will pass this paper.

Meh, I know I will pass this paper.